How is it that all daylong while I'm running around, trying to keep up with a 5 year old that only has 1 speed (super fast), barely able to stay awake that when the time comes to go to bed I'm stuck lying there staring at the ceiling?
So, since it's 1 in the morning and I'm wide awake I figured that I should use this time to update.
Summer has hit us (finally) and Walker is enjoying every minute of it, he is almost always outside on his bike or in the "kiddie" pool or playing with the neighbor kids. I'm so grateful for an apartment with a yard, and not to mention the church parking lot across the street that has become the best place to try to teach him how to ride his bike without training wheels. I have to admit that I am so nervous about taking them off his bike, and thought that I had hid it very well. However he is adamently against removing them. He tells me that he can go faster with them on, they are his "power boosters". School will be starting in about a month and I'm dreading and looking forward to him going to kindergarten. I'm still in shock that he is old enough (maybe it's denial), I have waited for this time to come forever it seems, and now I'm not ready to let him go.
I can't wait to see how much more he learns, we have been working on what we call pre-school time (basically me sitting down with him and some printouts of letters numbers and recently started small books) for several years, and he still amazes me with what he has learned. Just tonight he came up and told me what our phone number was, I haven't even really focused on that yet.
Jeremy is still plugging along at Wal~Mart and trying to survive the remodel of the store, he comes home almost everyday with a new story about what department has been torn apart and scattered across the store. I think that he will be so glad when it is done. I do have to admit that I don't like to go in there while they are working on the remodel, its a mess and things are hard to find.
I have hopes to be able to go camping at the end of the month around Jeremy's birthday with the family, I think Walker would really enjoy it since his only outdoor sleeping experience was in our backyard just a couple weeks ago. Being a typical boy I am sure that there will be lots of dirt and mud involved, but the experience is worth it. I spent many wonderful summers camping and I want to be able to share that with him.
I am grateful everyday for everything that I get to share with Walker, I feel like I missed out so much when he was younger and I was working, I value being able to stay home with him and see him grow. Honestly, this is the best job I could ever have, and he reminds me of that every day.